Author’s Note: The whole pick-a-serial deal will continue until at least Tuesday, which is when I’d like to have the new look to the site complete, but we’ll see how that goes. It may take longer.

Meanwhile, there’s more of each story again today.


A Friendlier Sort of Meddling

Violet was relieved to have their conversation come to some sort of an end before her aunt returned. She was not as hungry as she had said she was, but she did not think that she or Mr. Winston—Robbie—could stand Beatrice’s presence for a moment longer. She had not wanted to discuss the idea of marriage around anyone else—it was not the sort of thing that should be discussed in public until it had been settled between the couple, and she did not think that either of them was ready for that conversation when her aunt had forced it upon them. Violet had said what she must, thought there was a part deep within her that was frightened by her own words, wanting to say she had been wrong, repent of all of them and beg him to marry her and restore all she’d lost when her “husband” proved false.

She turned her hand in circles over her stomach. She did not need to be rescued. She did not deserve to be rescued. She had made a poor choice, and like dozens of other women who’d made similar ones, she had to accept the consequences, not expect some random stranger to fix them all for her. Marriage was not the solution that everyone would claim it to be. He had referenced his own finances more than once, and each time, he had spoken of his uncomfortable position—having no real income of his own. He was not in a state to provide for a family. That alone should caution anyone against the idea of them marrying.

“Well, it would seem we are once more the subjects of the most obnoxious and in some cases, rather vile, gossip,” her mother said, walking into the room. She removed her hat and crossed to the other chair. “I do think I should avoid the marketplace again. I cannot be anything but glad that Beatrice was not with me. She would be livid and yet… I do not know if she would disagree with the sentiment that some of the nicer ones expressed.”

Violet sighed. She knew what her mother was trying not to say, but she didn’t need to avoid it. Aunt Beatrice had already made things awkward. “If you refer to her idea that we should marry, she has already been quite vocal about it. It was rather humiliating. I know my reputation will never be the same, but it is not right for anyone to try and force that on either of us.”

“Of course not,” her mother said. “I do apologize—we can hardly assume that you would be willing or even able to marry Violet and accept the child as yours. No, no, my sister presumes too much, and I would hate to do the same.”

“Thank you, Mother.”

Mr. Winston nodded to her. “Yes, I do appreciate your forbearance. I had not considered that when I came, though it was foolish of me not to. I did not—I know it must seem a simple solution to everyone else, but for us, it is not.”

Violet smiled at him. She did like his manners and way of speaking. They were not the same as the man she’d married, though that was for the best. If he were charming, she’d be a fool all over again. She did not want or need that. “No, it is not.”

“I do think that we could find some way to make such an arrangement work, if it were necessary,” he said, coughing as he did, not looking at her. “Still, if we were to marry, I would hope that it was not because of any pressure brought to bear on us, but rather because of… mutual affection. I would hope that any marriage I entered into would have that, and unfortunately, we are strangers.”

“You could change that.”

“Mother!”

Robbie—for when he smiled, the name did suit him—laughed. “I expect there is no way to avoid such a change, since we will learn more of each other as we try to resolve this situation for the best and to the benefit of all of us. I need to ask you more about the man you married—when you feel up to it, of course.”

“Perhaps, if the weather holds, you might go out to the garden. There is a bench where Violet can sit, and another chair as well.”

“Mother—”

“I assume you wish to go over those details in private, and the garden is the best compromise, as you well know. That way your aunt can see you from the window and know you are not being inappropriate, but she does not have to hear, as you would no doubt prefer it.”

“Yes,” Violet said, letting out a breath. She did not want to discuss anything to do with her “husband,” but if she had to, she’d rather do it where she did not have to see her aunt scowling at her with every word she spoke. Perhaps if she did speak of things in front of Beatrice, she’d know what she missed, what she should have seen in Winston’s actions, but she did not want to know. She would only torment herself with every little moment where she should have chosen differently, and that she did not need. She would not do that to herself.

“Won’t your aunt be mad that you did not eat the food you sent her for?”

“My sister should have known that was a ruse,” Violet’s mother said, laughing as she rose. “I’ll let you see Violet to the garden, Mr. Winston.”

“Thank you, Mrs. Carpenter.”

She stopped in the doorway, giving him a rather pointed smile, and Violet tried not to grimace. “I should hope that soon we will be thanking you.”


Author’s Note: So I managed to come up with something for this story as well. That means the two possible serials stay even, which is good.


A Little Less Awkward

Robert did not know who was more embarrassed, him or Mrs. Winston, but he did know that he had to get away from her aunt. He didn’t think that he could control his temper around her for much longer, and he rather thought that he and Mrs. Winston should settle this matter in private. He did not think anyone else needed to be involved—she had said her piece, and he did not want to argue over it since it would only cause trouble. They didn’t need to make things more difficult than they already were. This situation was complicated enough.

He could not think of a reason to ask the aunt to leave, not and remain polite about it, and he didn’t want to make things worse. He did not want to create more problems, not when that other man had done enough damage already.

“Aunt Beatrice, I do think I could manage to eat something if you would have Harriet bring that tray down.”

“It’ll be cold.”

“I do not care.”

“Of course you do. I’ll see to it that it’s warmed for you,” the older woman said, rising. She moved toward the door, and Robert tried not to show his relief. He could not believe how much easier he could breathe now.

Mrs. Winston watched the door close, and she sighed, rubbing at her back again. He frowned, thinking she should not be put through this in her condition. “I am sorry about my aunt. In some ways, she is very practical and even somewhat… progressive, but in others, she is still from a time before the war. Her opinion on this matter has been clear from the beginning.”

Robert frowned. “She has always held to the opinion that I should—that we should marry?”

Mrs. Winston put a hand to her head. “Since she found out that the marriage was invalid, yes, I think so. She didn’t like the man I married, not from the first time she met him, but I was blind. I didn’t think she had any right to distrust him. Now, it would seem, she did.”

“So because she was right about that she is right about us marrying?”

“No!” Mrs. Winston covered her mouth, shaking her head. Her cheeks were redder than the flowers in the vase on the table. “That is—I meant what I said about not wanting to make another mistake in marriage. I chose poorly before, and it is my child I consider when I say I want to be certain of the decision. It is somewhat of a blessing to have been abandoned instead of abused. Things could have been a lot worse for me and the baby.”

“This is hardly ideal.”

“Of course not. I am not a fool.”

He shook his head. “I did not say that you were. You seem… Repeatedly, your demeanor and grace under the circumstances has impressed me, and I admire your practicality and pragmatism. You have shown yourself strong and far from what one would have expected during these trying times.”

“Have I?”

“You say that as if you think I am being insincere.”

She lowered her head. “You needn’t flatter me. I struggle with my choices and the consequences of those decisions, but I do what I can to face them. I do what I can to continue on, as we all must do.”

“I do not think you should give yourself so little credit for what you are doing,” he told her. “I don’t think that I would cope with it as admirably. I do not think I have accepted my own fate with as much equanimity as you have.”

She smiled. “Thank you, Mr. Winston.”

“Isn’t it… confusing to call me that?”

“Complicated.” She twisted her hands together. “I want to call you by your name. It belongs to you, and he dishonored it. It’s just that… He was Winston first, and that’s how he wanted me to address him, and that is how he remains to me, much as I do not want to… I should like to forget him.”

“I imagine that would be a kindness,” Robert said. He cleared his throat, feeling awkward again. “I’ve always preferred to have people call me ‘Robert.’ There were another two Roberts in our unit, though, and a man with the last name Roberts, so I ended up Robbie, one of the others was Bob, and the third went by his last name, since it wasn’t Smith like Bob’s was.”

“Robbie,” she said, studying him. “I am not certain it fits you. It seems more… carefree than you act, though I admit, I know little of how you are when your name hasn’t been stolen.”

“I think the war changed me as it changed us all.”

She nodded. “Yes, it did. It changed a lot of things, didn’t it?”

“Did you lose someone in the war?”

“Oh, no, I… I lost my father when I was still very young, almost too young to remember, but there’s been no one else to lose. My mother and aunt have never left me.”

He thought it strange that she’d managed to marry without much approval from either of them, but perhaps she’d done it to spite them. Perhaps that was why his imposter had gone for her—in a way, she was a bit of an unattainable prize.

“If I settle upon calling you Robbie, I think you should call me Violet. Perhaps you should anyway, since Mrs. Winston isn’t quite accurate, nor is Miss Carpenter.”

“Violet. That does suit you. You smell of fresh flowers.”

“Hardly—at least, not since I’ve been pregnant.” She sighed. “Then again, I do not know that we should take such liberties with the names. If we do, my aunt may feel that she’s won, that this is a step toward us marrying.”

Robert cursed.


Author’s Note: I find this one a bit of an interesting conundrum. That makes it kind of fun, if rather awkward for everyone concerned.

It makes for an interesting debate over which serial should stay on the site, too.


Conflicting Opinions

“I expect that he will send for an expert, and they must look for this man as a forger. Perhaps he is already known for that crime,” Violet said, rubbing at her back and wishing that her child was not as disagreeable as its father. She should like to have a few moments of peace. She did not need to be plagued constantly with this sort of pain. She had made a horrible mistake, and she had paid for it. This seemed excessive, despite what she’d told the true Mr. Winston yesterday.

“An expert? To contest the license and shame you in front of everyone. Oh, yes, girl, that is a fine idea indeed,” Beatrice said, and Violet sighed.

“It will soon be known everywhere that my marriage was not legitimate. I did not know any better, and I do regret how this has happened, but please do not act as though I shall be stoned the moment that it is known to all. I did not—I believed I was married and acted in good faith.”

“Your niece is the victim here, and I do not think she should be made to feel as though she was the one who did wrong. She did not know that he was not who he said he was, did not know that he was marrying her under a false name and therefore invalidating the marriage, so she is not at fault in any way. If you wish to censure her for trusting the wrong person, I suppose that is your prerogative, but I think it is unjust and unwise. She is suffering enough already.”

Violet forced a smile. “You have, I fear, missed my aunt’s point entirely, sir. I do believe she thinks that you should do the ‘honorable’ thing and marry me because of this whole misunderstanding. That way the child and I are not exposed to the harsh realities of an unwed mother and fatherless child.”

Winston stilled. He blinked, and she had to sit up before he had some kind of fit. “Please understand that I do not expect you to do any such thing. It was not you who seduced me, and it is I who must face the consequences of my actions. True, the child will be punished, and I cannot like it, but it is not to be covered over by some hasty decision made by your sense of obligation or anyone’s opinion. I did believe the man I met was single and honorable. I married him too soon, and it may well be my ruin, but I did have every reason to believe the marriage was valid at the time when I entered into it. That is what I must cling to whatever else may come.”

He swallowed. “It is an admirable sentiment, but I do not know that I—”

“If you asked me now, I would refuse you. Your conscience may be quite clear on the matter.”

“Violet!”

She shook her head. “I am sorry, Aunt Beatrice, but having married once disastrously, I cannot think of doing so again. Mr. Winston is a stranger to me, more so than the last one, and while all may assume it is his duty to pick up the pieces of my honor, it is not. I cannot go through with a second marriage, even if the first was never real.”

“Think of the child.”

“I am not dismissing the effect it will have on my child, but I cannot think that it is somehow better to force both of us into a marriage that should sour and is made only of obligation. Forcing Mr. Winston to accept a child that was sired by a man who stole his name is not any more right than what some ignorant fools would say about the baby. If the imposter was to be found, it would be his duty to marry me properly and claim his child as his own, but I confess, I do not want that, either. I would rather be unmarried and bearing a child than have such a man back in my life as I can see only more hurt down that path. There are decent men who can overlook a woman having had a child previously, and perhaps one of them might come into our lives later. You do not know that it will not happen, and I think that we should not discuss the matter further. I have stated my opinion, and you will not change it. I cannot agree to marry Mr. Winston even if he should ask, and he has not asked.”

He rose, rubbing a hand over his left arm, shaking his head. “I admit that I did not give much consideration to the idea of… presenting myself in the stead of the man who had betrayed you. I have little more than a name to offer, and it is not a good one, not now.”

Beatrice snorted. “A name. It would seem all this nonsense is about a name anyway.”

“I think it is a great deal more than that,” he said, turning around to face her. “It is a reputation and honor and far more than that. I consider what he did to your niece a crime even if no one else does. True, they will only put him in prison if he managed to steal something they consider valuable with his forgery, but in my opinion, he stole a great deal without ever touching any money. I can see why your niece would not want me for a husband, and there are more reasons for that than the ones that she voiced. To be honest, I do believe my father would forbid the match, and I am a cripple with no independent means. Would you prefer that for her?”

Violet looked at his arm, frowning. She’d seen him use it, though he had told her it was next to useless. She did not remember him calling himself a cripple at any time previous, though. Perhaps it hurt his pride too much to admit the extent of his weakness or to accept that word as applying to him.

Beatrice grunted, sitting down. “What good would it do to prove the license a forgery? You get your reputation back at the cost of hers, and whatever you might be, that is not just, either.”

“I do not know. I had intended to ask if he had created debts in my name that must be repaid, and if so, I needed to deal with them. I had not expected the innkeeper to confront me with that signature that is so like my own. I know I was not the one who did it, but it is possible that no one else will see it that way. That paper might be, in some way, binding if it is not proved a forgery.”

Violet frowned. “How can that be? You were over fighting in the war at the time, weren’t you?”

He shook his head. “I’d been invalided out by the date on this paper. I didn’t think that it was the case, but I must have been in that hospital for longer than I thought. It may be possible to prove I was there or in the private clinic my father had me moved to, but I do not know yet.”

Beatrice’s mouth set in a grim line. “In that case, I say you marry her anyway.”


Author’s Note: After yesterday’s day off from posting new bits to the possible serials, (I was feeling rather down and fighting writer’s block on all my projects. It was snowing, and it felt like a day to do… nothing. That’s not what I ended up doing, of course,) I used Three Word Wednesday‘s prompts to get me back on track with both of them.

Today there’s little trace of the blizzard except the lingering snow, but there’s fic, so I suppose that’s an improvement.

Detailed information on the whole pick a serial idea here. Three words for today: bask, grief, and raise.


A Matter of Signature

“Ah, there you are, Mr. Winston. I was hoping to catch you before you left, since I had a few things to ask before you departed for the day.”

Robert turned away from the wall, guilty at having been caught staring at the small shrine dedicated to a son that must have died in the same war he’d survived. He did not know how to address the innkeeper, not now. He should say something, but words failed him where the war was concerned. He could not talk of its horrors or the rare bright moments with his comrades. He thought they were all dead now, him having escaped that fate because of his arm and being shipped home early.

He did not deserve to be standing here, and there was nothing he could say in the face of this family’s obvious grief.

“Oh. I—I must be mistaken. You can’t be Mr. Winston.”

“I am, actually,” Robert said. He studied the innkeeper, wondering if the name alone had caused the man to think he was the one who had come before, the one who’d impersonated him. He’d seen the photograph. They did share a bit of a likeness. “I’m sure that must be confusing.”

“More than a little, sir,” the innkeeper said. He swallowed, his hand going to his cuffs, fiddling with them as he grew more nervous. “You see, I had been on the verge of asking the impertinent question of why you were not staying with your wife and her family now that you’d returned, but I am confused. You are Robert Winston? The third? And yet… you can’t be. I met the fellow, and you are not him. Close, perhaps, but not close enough.”

Robert grimaced. “I am, in fact, the man who was born Robert Winston the third. It would seem that someone else has taken my name and made a mockery of it and Mrs. Winston in the process. I am here to do what I can about that situation.”

“Dear heaven,” the innkeeper said, shaking his head. “Oh, that poor girl. Never had no father, and now you say her husband’s done her wrong? And her with child, too. Such a terrible thing. Who could do something like that?”

“I’ve no idea, but I hope to find him.”

The innkeeper nodded. “Of course, of course. You must, if what you’re saying is true.”

“I know that you met the other Winston first and might be inclined to assume that I am the liar, but I can assure you that it has always been my name, and if you do not believe me, perhaps I should have my commanding officer speak to it, since I was overseas fighting while this blackguard stole my name and betrayed you all.”

“That’s not all he stole, sir.”

Robert frowned, thinking the man spoke of Mrs. Winston’s condition, but the innkeeper moved to the desk, lifting out his registry. “You had better see this. I was not present when you came in, but when my clerk told me someone had checked in, I looked and made the assumption I did.”

“I did use my full name, yes, and that would lead to some confusion—”

The innkeeper raised the book to where it was almost right in Robert’s face. “This is your signature last night. Here, though, is the one from before.”

Robert found himself staring at the page. That signature was the same as his. An exact copy. He didn’t understand. He would have sworn he’d never met the man, but how could that bastard have known the precise way he signed his name? It only looked that way when he used the whole thing, included “the third,” so how did the man know? How had he known that when he came here? Even his letters to Mrs. Winston had not included that. He did not sign that way unless he had to, and he’d thought that this stay was one such occasion, given that his imposter had likely not used the whole name. He was wrong.

That looked like he had signed it.

“Are they all like this? Did he sign it like this every time he checked in or out?”

“Yes, sir.”

Robert shook his head. “I don’t understand. It would seem he’s an expert forger, too, but how did he get hold of my signature to forge? I don’t write my name like that often. Hardly at all, in fact.”

“I cannot tell you, sir.”

“I have to go. Please excuse me,” Robert said, turning away from the accusing mark on the line and heading toward the door. He pushed it open with his good arm, needing to see Mrs. Winston as soon as he could. This was an alarming prospect at best. He’d need to wire back to his father and have a handwriting expert check, but those signatures looked so alike that he thought he’d have a hard time proving that they weren’t his.

He turned at the corner, going down the block toward the quiet house he’d visited the day before. This town was small, rather picturesque, all things considered, and the day was fine, the sort of spring that made one want to bask in the fine weather and surroundings, but he could ill-afford that just now. He had a terrible suspicion about what he’d see when he asked Mrs. Winston for a certain document, and it was going to complicate their situation a great deal.

He hurried up the steps, knocking on the door, impatience getting the better of him. The maid opened it, and he almost shoved her out of the way, as agitated as he was.

“You are here rather early, Mr. Winston. I fear we are not quite in a state to receive guests,” Mrs. Winston said, her hand on the rail as another woman assisted her down the stairs. “You do not look well, either. Please, sit down in the parlor. I will be along shortly.”

“Before I do—Were you the one to retain your marriage license? Do you have it?”

“I do, yes. Winston—that is to say, the man I knew as Winston—left it behind when he left. Why is the matter so urgent that it causes you this kind of distress?”

He ran a hand through his hair. “Do you have pen and paper that I might use?”

“Of course, but you are confusing me a great deal at the moment,” she said, her hand on her back as she crossed toward him. “Will you not explain what you mean by all this? You’re going to make my aunt so cross she’ll bar you from the house.”

“Violet, kindly do not speak for me. That is not your place.”

Robert took the younger woman’s arm, helping her the rest of the way into the parlor, to the couch she had used the day before. She gave him a slight smile as she sat, trying to make herself comfortable. He imagined that was rather difficult for her these days, as large as her stomach had grown. “Thank you. The license is—Oh. Aunt Beatrice has got your paper.”

He accepted the items, aware that the older woman was frowning at him. He set them upon the table and scrawled his name to the page. Done, he passed it to Mrs. Winston. “Does that look familiar?”

“That is—I fear you must get the license, Aunt Beatrice—but that looks like the way Winston signed everything, including the few notes we exchanged during our courtship. He did tell me he preferred Winston as the name he wanted me to call him, but that was the way all his letters looked before. I had thought perhaps your way of signing it was intentional, a means of furthering the lie I thought it was at first.”

Robert shook his head. “In most of my correspondence, I sign my letters the way I did the ones I wrote to you. For bank drafts and other more important documents, I sign with my full name, as you see it there.”

Her aunt gave him the paper, and he sighed as he saw it. “Damn.”

“Mr. Winston!”

“I beg your pardon,” he said, taking the paper back from Mrs. Winston and holding both of them out to her aunt. “Still, I fear you must agree that it looks very much like I signed that license.”

“So it does,” the older woman agreed. “What are you going to do about it, then?”


Author’s Note: I am trying Carry on Tuesday‘s prompt this time, for both possible serials again. I would have had a hard time resisting a line from a favorite movie of mine, especially with the decorations we have to go with it, so I didn’t resist.

The prompt was “After all, tomorrow is another day” from Gone with the Wind.

I know I’m repeating myself a bit, but this is one of the possible serials that I’m considering keeping on site. People can pick one or both, and if they want more information, they can look here.


Continuing On

The bright light outside her window told Violet that today had at last become tomorrow, and she had lived to see another day. She tried to smile at that, but she struggled to manage it, not wanting to think about the things that had kept her from sleep for most of the night. She could feel her body protesting already, and the idea of getting out of her bed made those protests even louder. She did not want to move, but she knew that she could not remain in bed all day, either.

The door opened, and she frowned as the maid entered, carrying a tray loaded up with more food than she’d been able to eat in months. Her stomach rolled at the sight—or perhaps the smell—of it. She shook her head, but the maid did not stop.

“Your mother said you needed to eat all of this,” Harriet said, putting it down in front of her. Violet grimaced, trying not to bump it with the mound that her stomach had become. That was unfair. They’d started doing that to her two months ago, and she almost hated them for it. She should be able to decide when she got up, not having that taken out of her hands unless she ate her entire meal.

She didn’t care how much she was supposed to be feeding the child. She could not eat, not with this constant nausea.

“Please, Harriet, I do not have—”

“If you don’t, I’m not supposed to let Mr. Winston in, and since you are determined to see him…”

“This is insufferable. I should demand that he marry me just so that this nonsense stops. I should be able to say how much I eat and when I eat,” Violet said. “I am pregnant, not a child, and while this child is very disagreeable, that does not mean that I should be treated like one.”

Harriet lowered her head. “It’s not my place to argue with any of you.”

“Then take the tray away and help me dress,” Violet told her. She did not like putting the maid in an untenable position, but she had little patience for what her family had started doing to her. She did not want to fight with them, but she was not able to tolerate this behavior, either.

“Do not ask her to go against your mother’s wishes or mine,” her aunt advised, walking into the room. She waved Harriet out with her hand, and the maid bobbed before taking her leave. Her aunt shook her head, coming closer to the bed. “It is not fair to her, nor is it wise for you. You seem unwilling to give your health or your child what it needs.”

Violet studied her aunt. Beatrice was the one they all feared, the disciplinarian, the queen of this house. Violet’s friends had told her that was because she was a spinster, a bitter woman that no man wanted, that had twisted Beatrice into a cold shrew.

Violet had been wanted. She didn’t know that it was any better. She was rather bitter now, wasn’t she? She didn’t know that her mood had been close to happy since the day her disbelief faded—a day far too close to when he left—and she knew that he was never coming back.

“What would you do? If it was you? If you were the one lied to and abandoned and pregnant?”

“Your mother managed well without your father. It can be done, though most would advise you to find another and marry quickly.”

“I didn’t ask that. I know what is expected of me. I asked you what you would do. You won’t tell me because you would be just as stubborn and willful as I have been.”

Her aunt sighed, sitting down on the side of the bed. “It is true that you are more like me than you should be. Where a proper, dutiful girl should have been, you were not.”

Violet frowned. “I am not so irredeemable as that. You make me sound a terror or someone who defied all social convention. I did not. I stayed home, I got married—I thought I did, at least—and now I am to be a mother. What is so wrong about that? Well, other than the fact that the man I married used a false name and is nowhere to be found?”

“Is that not enough?”

“I know you never liked him,” Violet said, trying to shift the tray off her stomach, “but he was not… he never mistreated me before he left. He gave me no reason to think that he was lying or unfaithful. I had no idea that he had stolen another man’s name and was… a criminal.”

“I do not think most would call what he did criminal. Wrong, but not criminal.”

Violet sighed. That was the unfortunate thing about her situation. Not many people would care what that man had done to her or think that he could be punished at all. She did not think it was right, but there was little she could do about it.

Her aunt lifted the tray, setting it to the side. “The true answer to your question, my dear, is that I would carry on. I have before, and I would now. Day by day, that is what we do. We continue on.”

Violet nodded. “Help me downstairs, please. I have much to do today.”


Author’s Note: I was dwelling a bit on the word for Sunday Scribblings, sharp, thinking I could use it for both of my possible serials. I thought it fit rather well with each of them, but perhaps more so with the fantasy than this historical fiction. It still works, though.

Since the website’s remodel is not yet complete, there’s still time for people to pick one or both of these serials as a permanent one on the site. There’s more information here.


Troubled Consciences

Robert kept the woman braced against him, wishing that he had been able to make their first meeting easier, if only for her sake. He had seen some of what he admired so much about her letters—a frankness and forthrightness as well as a strength that surprised him under her present circumstances. She should be in bed, that seemed undeniable, but she had been able to meet him and had spoken with him with candor, not shying away from the unpleasant or awkwardness of their conversation. She had been all sorts of things that he thought should serve her well and see her through her current crisis. If he had thought he needed to come in as some sort of hero in a novel, rescuing a damsel in distress, he would have no one to rescue.

True, her circumstances were far from ideal, but she seemed to have all of that under control at present, and that control was considerable from someone so small—well, that stomach of hers was far from small—but overall she was rather petite. Her scent matched her name, like a gentle summer breeze carrying the hint of a garden, of violets and more, and he wondered if she’d done that on purpose.

“I know I asked you before, but do you need a doctor?”

She grimaced. “Please do not say that so loudly. My mother would take you up upon it in an instant, and I do not want to be fussed over further. It is true that I feel poorly, but I have ever since my condition presented itself. It is as if it cannot stand acting as though it were not my conscience, stabbing me over with many sharp pains.”

He looked at her. “I don’t understand. The man did present himself as single and honorable, and he did marry you. What have you done that is so terrible?”

“I was a fool, wasn’t I?” She asked, opening her door. She pushed it open and hesitated in the doorway. “Thank you very much for your assistance. I do believe I shall make it to my bed alone, and I would—that is—I do not feel comfortable letting you into my bedroom, even if I cannot possibly be… Well, I am not appealing in this state, nor would I think that you—oh, heaven. Listen to me being so ridiculous.”

“I do not know that you can consider it ridiculous. You know very little of me, and I do believe I may have misspoken when I said that you are… That is, he did use my name, and there might be others who would think that… entitled them to something from you.”

She nodded, reaching to place a hand on her back. “I do hope you maintain that opinion. I do not want to create any difficulties between us—and I rather hope there is something that can be done if you do find Winston. I did not want to hear of him doing this to any other woman. Imagine if he went about ‘marrying’ all of them with a false name. That is… horrible.”

“He should be the one getting the sharp pains.”

“I doubt his conscience troubles him any.”

Robert nodded. Any man that could steal another’s name and use it to defraud everyone, including one woman to the point of marriage, to impregnating her and abandoning her, that sort of man could not have a conscience. If he had, he would never have done any of it. “You are right.”

“I wish I had not been so… blind. That I had seen what he was and not fallen for his charm. He seemed so sweet—not cunning or cruel—but how can he not have been all those things?”

“I do not know,” Robert told her. He did not think that he could explain it as anything other than a malicious act. “There is some possibility that this Winston of yours was genuinely in love with you, that he did not intend to leave you, but that seems unlikely.”

She closed her eyes. “That is what cuts the deepest, you know. It is not so much that I am in this condition or that I have been betrayed, but the idea that he came here always intending to do so… That I let myself be a part of that, that I was so stupid and foolish, that I lost all practical sense…”

Robert wished that he had some kind of comfort to give her, but he could summon no words of wisdom, could find nothing to help her. Her pain was raw and visible, all over her face and her posture, and he was more helpless now than he had been when he was dragged to the field hospital. “I think you should lie down now. That was the idea behind getting you up these stairs after all.”

She looked at him. “Yes, of course it was. Thank you again.”

He forced a smile, backing away so that she could take those final steps by herself. “I… I have no right to ask this, but did… did you love him?”

She stopped, leaning against the bedpost. “I thought I did. It is strange how quickly love can sour under the circumstances. Had he stayed, perhaps the illusion would have lasted longer. Since he left me, it has faded into nothing more than another one of my many pains. Time, I think, will continue to dull that one, though I fear I cannot ever be allowed to forget.”

The child would be a living reminder of everything when it came. Robert nodded. “I am sorry.”

“For what? None of this was your doing.”

“I keep thinking there was a reason why he used my name among all of those that he could have chosen, and if that is true, then I must in some way be responsible for it. Even just the use of my name in such a way…”

“You are not him. You proved that when you walked in the door.”

He smiled at her words, but he could not take comfort in them. She had her pains, and he had his. He would not be able to deny the way he felt any more than she did, and he could not escape the feeling that nagged at him, the one that told him that he should have been able to prevent this somehow, that he could have spared her if only he had stopped this man before he got to her. He had tried to explain it, but the more that he thought about it, the more he thought that someone had done this to punish him, not her, and she was caught in the middle of a horrible game that she didn’t even know she was in. He should know, should be able to say who hated him that much, but he did not know.

He would find out, though. That was the only way to satisfy the sharp pangs of his conscience.


Author’s Note: So, this wasn’t quite how I expected this scene to go. It works. It’s just not what I thought it would be.

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First Impressions

“Violet, I do not think this is a good idea at all.”

“He sent a telegram to say he was coming. That means he could be here very soon, and I refuse to see him in my bedchamber or let anyone else do it for me. You know that it is not proper, nor could I trust anyone else to know the man better than I did. At least… that is…”

Violet felt herself flushing, and she could not believe she was doing it. Of course, when she remembered just how intimate her acquaintance with the man was—coupled with the lack of a legal marriage—she could not help but feel ashamed. She knew others had gone for a different morality, that “free love” was the banner call in some places, but she had been raised with all those values in her, and now to have them betrayed… She would have less guilty if she had chosen to do so, perhaps, for she would have reasoned her way past these ideals of her youth, but she had not. She had done it without intending to, and she felt all the more foolish for doing so—she had been tricked, and she did not think she should have been, no matter how many times she tried to convince herself that she could not have known Winston’s intentions.

She could find no evidence of his deceit prior to the moment he left, and even then, she didn’t know if he had meant to leave forever when he departed. Not all of his clothes had gone with him—she’d wondered for a bit if he was a victim of some sort of crime and that was why he had not come back—but her answer had been far from the one she expected when a letter finally came.

“Still, the doctor said you were to remain in bed. This is not in bed.”

“No, it is a fainting couch, but it shall have to do,” she said, not caring if her mother thought it was a poor choice. She’d been in her bed for long enough already, and her constant poor health had kept her from doing much at all during the pregnancy. The idea of staying in bed all the time held no appeal. She could not bear it a moment longer.

“I think you will make yourself sick again, and I do not want you to do it.”

“I will be careful, but I cannot possibly sit in bed all the time. I wish to meet him when he comes. After that, I shall lie down again. That I promise.”

Her mother folded her arms, snorting as she did. When her aunt came back from the market, she’d stand next to her with the same expression, both of them disapproving of Violet’s choice. She would not fight the two of them if it was not this important. “You do not know that he will come today.”

“I do not, that is true, but I will be prepared nonetheless. I will retire early if he does not present himself today.”

“I am worried about you.”

“I know you are.” Violet leaned back against the chair. “I am not unaware of my precarious situation. I have not been able to forget how much this pregnancy has affected me.”

“Then why will you not—”

“A visitor, ma’am.”

Her mother started at the maid’s words, but Violet was relieved. “Show them in, please, Harriet, and thank you.”

She ignored the look her mother sent her way, wondering if she should rise to greet their guest. She would have tried, she thought, if not for the first glimpse of him. Her stomach twisted, and she felt an ache inside her chest that made her still, trying to calm herself with slow, deliberate breaths. The initial shock over, she could see that he was not so much like Winston as she might have thought. This one was taller, thinner, and he moved with an awkwardness that Winston had not had. Everything about that man was smooth, honeyed and silk and so deceptive, but this one was a rather stiff sort of mess from his hair to his loose laces.

“Forgive me. I did not mean to startle you.”

“I… I should not have stared. I was simply lost in trying to find the differences between you and the man who used your name,” she said, putting her hand on her side. Her back had started to ache now, not one to be left out of the complaints. “You do have a resemblance, but your manner is not at all similar to his.”

The true Robert Winston nodded, and she pointed to the other chair, inviting him to sit. They had so many things to discuss, she knew, but she did not know how much longer she could stay here. “I imagine I am rather lackluster in comparison.”

“I think, in what little I have to judge your characters by, you are the better man, but I do not know you very well at all. You were willing to come, and that is more than can be said for him.”

The man across from her grimaced, reaching over to move his arm into his lap. “I would like to find the man who has done this to you—to both of us—and stop him from any further crimes, but I do not even know where to start.”

She shook her head. “I cannot tell you where he is. I only wrote because he left me almost seven months ago, and I discovered that I was… Well… I thought he should know, that it might bring him back or it might… end things between us once and for all, but he did not respond. You did.”

“Have you a good doctor? Is there anything you need at this time? I do not have much in the way of independent means—there is a certain problem with being the heir, one is rather forced to wait for that inheritance to be of much use to anyone—but I would offer all I have.”

She blinked. “Why? You do not know me. You do not have any reason to believe that I am telling the truth. I could have married some other man that abandoned me, one that never claimed to have your name.”

“Is that what you did?”

“No.”

“To most people, then, I suppose I would be considered the man responsible for your troubles. It was my name he used, after all, and I do assume your papers say you are married… to me, as it were. In principle, then, it is my duty.”

“I am not an obligation, nor was I trying to be when I wrote to him—to you. I do not want your money. I want—Oh, hell fire,” Violet cursed as the ache grew sharper. “I think I must lie down again. I swear this child is trying to kill me before it comes out.”

“I hope it does not succeed,” he told her, rising. “I do not dare lift you—my arm can be as good as useless half the time—but I can let you lean against me if you should like assistance. After we have settled you and you are feeling better, you may reach me at the inn. I think we have a great deal more to discuss.”

“Yes, indeed, we do.”


Author’s Note: Robert is a good guy, all things considered.

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Determined to Travel

Dear heaven. She was pregnant.

Robert sat down in the nearest chair, feeling rather like being gassed might have been merciful. He should have died several times over in that great bloodbath, but he was left alive for this? What had he done? He knew that he had not hurt that woman, no. Someone stole his name, and having done so, they had betrayed her, using everything he was to do it. At least if he’d been dead in the war, she’d have some comfort in being his widow, perhaps even taken in by his family or paid off, but now? What did she have?

Her marriage could not be legal, and without that…

He grimaced. He would find the man who had abused his name—and her—and he would make them pay for this. He did not care what anyone else thought. This was a crime. It should be dealt with as one, not belittled or ignored. He did not see how anyone could dismiss this—or her—the way his father did.

Then again, his father was a very self-important man who did not seem to think anyone’s opinions or even their lives mattered except when it related to his, and even then not so much. RJ Winston was a curmudgeon at best, and at worst… Well, that was not a thing any son should think about his father. If he was honest, though, he thought that about the man more days than not.

He rose, ignoring the throbbing in his arm. He went to the door, leaning against the frame as he decided what he must do and how best to accomplish it, rubbing at the irritation that was his more or less useless limb. He could not manage all of what must be done on his own—he had too many limitations these days.

“Do you need something for the pain, Master Robert?”

Robert looked over to see the family butler watching him. The man had been with their family for so long that when Robert was younger, he’d often mistaken him for his father before he understood what the role of a rich patriarch was. His father was not a man who bothered with his children. That was for the wife and the servants to attend to, and more often than not, that duty fell upon Albert.

Sometimes it was even enough to make Robert pretend the other man was his father. They shared no resemblance, but the servant had always expressed more interest in him than his father had. “No, Albert, but if you could pack my trunk, that I should appreciate.”

“Your trunk, sir?”

He did not much feel like explaining, though he doubted that the butler was so loyal to his father as to refuse to do as he asked. No, he would not be stopped, not by physical means, but this was a delay that he did not care for. “I must see to this matter at once. I will need at least two weeks worth of provisions and a ticket. If you can arrange the trunk, I believe I can manage the ticket.”

“Begging your pardon, but can that be at all wise? You know that you are not yet recovered from your injuries, and your arm is—”

“She’s pregnant.” Robert lifted the letter so that the butler knew what he was talking about. The house had few secrets, but all the same, he didn’t need them thinking that there was another poor woman in this mess, someone he’d met overseas. That would have made this all the more disastrous than it already was, and he did not want to hurt anyone else.

“Good Lord,” Albert said, the one other person in this place that seemed to care what happened to Violet Winston and her child, the one decent one among the lot of them. “I’ll see to that trunk at once.”

“Thank you.” Robert stuffed the letter in his pocket, shaking his head. His parents were not likely to accept his decision, but he did not care. Three people were now victims of the man that had stolen his name, and he intended to stop it there. To do so, he would need to know as much about the man as he could. He would have to do what he could to repair the damage that was already done.

It would, he feared, not be enough.


Author’s Note: At this point, I can only say poor Violet.

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In a Delicate Condition

“Violet, Violet, please, open your eyes. Yes, that’s it, dearest. Oh, you had us all so worried,” her mother said, combing back hair from her face. She shook her head, her brow furrowed with all her anxiety. She hadn’t look liked this since Violet was a child—not since the day that she’d taken Violet aside to say that her father would never be coming home, that he was dead.

“I feel terrible. What happened? Did I… Is the baby—”

“You haven’t lost it yet, but the doctor said you came quite close,” her mother told her, her hand on her cheek. “I was so scared I’d lost you both there. You have been feverish for days. Ever since that letter came.”

Violet groaned. She put a hand to her head, wincing as she did. “Oh, Mother. If his words are true, if that photograph was him, then who did I marry? Whose child am I carrying? What kind of a man could I have thought I loved?”

“I do not know.” Her mother sat back, twisting her hands together. “Try not to think about that until you are better. You need to remain calm. I will go send for the doctor again, and we will get his opinion of what must be done now that you are awake.”

Violet closed her eyes. Her mother did not know what she was asking. How could Violet do anything but think? True, she felt as though she were dying, which should have been sufficient distraction, but she could not think about that without considering the reason why she was dying, and that all led back to the man she’d met, the man who’d charmed her and made her feel as though he loved her—the man she had loved until he deserted her and she started down a road of complete bitterness acerbated by her poor health all through the pregnancy. It was, she rather thought, too easy to hate a man who had gotten her in this state and abandoned her.

She turned toward the window, wishing she had the strength to go and look out it. She did not know when she would get it back. She was so tired, and her body refused to cooperate even with the slightest of movements.

“Why, Winston?” She felt tears sting her eyes, and she tried to fight against them. She hadn’t cried when he left her or when she realized her illness was pregnancy, but now she thought she might. She’d given that man everything, and now she learned she knew nothing of him. She didn’t know his name—he could not be Robert John Winston the third—and that cast every detail into doubt. Had he told her the truth even once in the time she’d known him?

She didn’t think that he had. She’d fallen in love with a lie. Everything about him was fabricated, and she’d thrown her heart and perhaps even her life away on someone that did not exist.

What was she going to do?

She didn’t know. She couldn’t be sure she was married, not after what he’d written. If that man had done it under a false name, that meant that it wasn’t legal, didn’t it? So she wasn’t married. That was hard to accept, but she would find a way somehow. She had to, just as she’d continued on after he left and despite the pregnancy. Life did not stop because of unpleasant facts or situations. Plenty of people faced worse than this every day. How many people had died in the great war? How many had died of the ‘flu?

She could survive this.

“Violet? Are you still awake?”

“Yes,” she said, though she’d like to be asleep. She’d like to escape from the questions and the emotions for a few minutes. “Can you bring me some paper? I think I had better write back to him now that I am somewhat recovered. It has been too long already.”

“I do not think you should do that until you are well—”

“No, I do not want to wait.” Violet did not think that she could wait. If her health continued to deteriorate—and it did seem to be—then she needed this matter settled as soon as possible. She knew her mother and aunt would raise the baby if it lived and something happened to her, but there were more things to consider about the future than just that.

She had to get everything put in order as soon as possible.


Author’s Note: So, it’s Wednesday, and I figured I’d work the words from Three Word Wednesday into both of my potential serials. This is the historical fiction, and it starts with “Identity Theft.

The details of what I mean by potential serials are here. If you want to see more of either, just let me know.

This week’s words: argue, lick, and squint.


An Unpopular Opinion

Robert turned the photograph around in his fingers, as if looking at the backing with the name of the printer would make the image disappear. He knew that it wouldn’t, and he knew that he could not explain it, not to his satisfaction or anyone else’s.

“I think you need have no further dealings with this woman. She is clearly a fraud,” his father said. He reached for a napkin with one hand while licking the last of the pastry off the fingers of the other.

For such an affluent snob, there were times when his father acted like a complete boar.

“Father, the fact that someone married this woman using my name—and with a bit more than a passing resemblance to me—means that I must have more dealings with her. I must find out who is impersonating me and blackening my name and yours.”

“Rubbish. The woman’s lying, and you need to ignore this foolishness. She wants money, that’s all. If you insist on paying her, there’ll be no end to it. She’ll always want more. Best to leave it be. You can prove you weren’t there. That’s all you need.”

Robert didn’t know how his father could be so indifferent to the matter. He would have expected outrage, the kind of thundering that accompanied anyone’s defiance of his edicts, but the old man was calm. Too calm. He would not be argued with—nothing was to change his opinion. He was right, and no one would say otherwise—not in his hearing, at least.

He rose, cradling his bad arm and taking the photograph with him. His mother would be in with her friends from her sewing circle, but he had to ask her if she recognized the man. His father had already told him not to ask her, but he didn’t care what his father thought. The man was behaving like an idiot, and while he might believe that this business with someone stealing Robert’s name was nothing, Robert could not agree.

He did not think the woman was lying. She’d never asked for money. She’d wanted answers, and she wanted a divorce if he didn’t want to support her, but there was no demand for any sort of money. If she was trying to trick him—no, he could not think it likely, not with the way she’d written. She seemed angry, and rightfully so if she had been treated in such a manner. How could a man do such a thing? How could he marry a woman using a name not his own and then abandon her? What sort of a man had done this?

He glanced at the photograph again, not sure what to think of that face. The scoundrel gave no indication of his malicious nature. Indeed, he looked upon his bride with what Robert would have called love if he did not know otherwise.

“Mother, forgive me for interrupting, but I think we should discuss this photograph I received.”

“Yes, dear,” she said, putting down her project. She had always been so dutiful that he wondered sometimes if she thought at all. She only ever seemed to parrot his father’s opinions, and he’d hated that bird when he was younger. “What is it?”

He handed her the picture, and she squinted at it. “Are these friends of yours?”

“No, that is the man who stole my name and tricked the woman with it.”

She gave him back the photograph. “I do not recognize either of them, and your father says that it is nothing. You should listen to him and forget it.”

Robert shook his head. “Father is wrong. This is not some kind of game, and even if it were only a scheme on her part, it merits a reaction. Is there some reason why Father would not want to do something about it? Some sort of—”

“Your father says it is not worth dignifying, and that must be your opinion as well.”

“I am afraid it never will be,” Robert told her. He glared at his arm, hating himself for the weakness in it. If he were fit, he could seek some sort of employment and free himself from the need for his family’s money. He had thought, should he survive the war, that the army might be such an occupation, but his career there was cut short, and now he was more dependent than ever.

That did not matter. Cripple or not, he had to see to the woman’s letter. He was determined to find this thief even if no one else was.